I Can’t Beat This

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  1. Blake
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    Dude Roman I do the same thing ! I over think so much shit about me dying or if there is smt wrong with me if smt hurts. It only happens when I smoke weed though. It’s weird

  2. J J
    J J
    5 שעות לפני

    I be feeling the same way Roman

  3. Kameron Joseph Forbis
    Kameron Joseph Forbis
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  4. rgor shla
    rgor shla
    5 שעות לפני

    Thanks for this video. I need this.

  5. Adrianna Leanna
    Adrianna Leanna
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  6. Me Cooper
    Me Cooper
    5 שעות לפני

    lmao "I Can’t Beat This" hahahahaha, I can't help but wonder with this kinda content if he will end up exploiting his own parents deaths. _(If he has done that already I am sorry, I don't actually know who this is other than random hearsay)_

  7. Much Sunshine
    Much Sunshine
    5 שעות לפני

    What is he getting at?

  8. Reaper 7
    Reaper 7
    5 שעות לפני

    love you bro, keep it real

  9. Aptronix
    5 שעות לפני

    Evacuate the city and get this man a condom.

  10. Amaal Farah
    Amaal Farah
    5 שעות לפני

    Please help

  11. SlushyYT
    5 שעות לפני

    Im struggling with depression so this helps a lot

  12. Rhiannon Brooker
    Rhiannon Brooker
    5 שעות לפני

    I love going to watch all of the videos all of the right from the start and remember watch you guys ever time there was one put up. Love you all

  13. Jenny A
    Jenny A
    5 שעות לפני


  14. whatmyohmy
    5 שעות לפני

    You Sound Like Your Bipolar!

  15. Becca Jane Wood
    Becca Jane Wood
    5 שעות לפני

    We miss you so much Roman and family! Really hope to be seeing you fully back really soon!!!

  16. Steven Condor
    Steven Condor
    5 שעות לפני

    Let me guess, he still can’t tell us the bullshit reason and is gonna keep side stepping around it

  17. Jack fl
    Jack fl
    5 שעות לפני

    I hope you get better soon lad you’ve got nothing to worry about you’re a top lad keep smiling and moving forward

  18. Juancho Macaraeg
    Juancho Macaraeg
    5 שעות לפני


  19. Go withD Flow
    Go withD Flow
    5 שעות לפני

    I haven't seen this guy in 6 years

  20. Joe Soares
    Joe Soares
    5 שעות לפני

    😢😢😢😢 I'm not going anywhere

  21. Sierra Johnston
    Sierra Johnston
    5 שעות לפני

    I’ve struggled with this for sometime now, I’m glad we’re not alone in feeling like this 🥺 thank you for sharing ♥️

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    5 שעות לפני

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  23. SmudgyAtom712
    5 שעות לפני

    I love how positive the chat is💛💜💛💜💛💜

  24. Jack fl
    Jack fl
    5 שעות לפני

    You’re probably not going to see this but we need your positivity going through this shit time in life

  25. oasdfe
    6 שעות לפני

    damn man this guy in anorexic

  26. Aman Seecharan
    Aman Seecharan
    6 שעות לפני

    I’m 16 and I can relate to this on so many levels. My anxiety and panic attacks started last year around the time my grandmother passed away, and ever since it’s gotten worse over time....especially during lockdown. It’s comforting to know that I’m not the only one fighting such a battle.....literally in this week I almost passed out in school while writing an accounting exam because I started panicking. I hope that more internet influencers raise more awareness about mental health, especially during this period because many people need some form of support.

  27. TechnoGame
    6 שעות לפני

    you helped me so much through my tough time your so true in your video i admire you so much take the time that you need i think whether youtuber or not everybody is human i miss you guys cant wait to see daily vlog or whatever you feel giving us next on you channel stay strung love you and your family

  28. foresaken to none
    foresaken to none
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  29. Kaden Albert
    Kaden Albert
    6 שעות לפני

    I’ve dealt with anxiety and depression since second grade due to relationship issues and family issues and your videos have always made me smile and forget about the real world your videos are my saving grace so Roman keep your head up dude we all love you

  30. Carson_Riot _Frost
    Carson_Riot _Frost
    6 שעות לפני


  31. S Y
    S Y
    6 שעות לפני

    Yes, indeed everything is okay even though we think it's not. It's life and we can control it either physically, mentally or emotionally

  32. Nikki Koutz
    Nikki Koutz
    6 שעות לפני

    This video is exactly what we needed to end 2020 up with!!! We all got this everyone!!! Thank you so much for making this!!!♥️♥️♥️♥️

  33. Maliboo
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  34. LotsOfTHC
    6 שעות לפני

    With my panic attacks I have to talk to somebody till i forget about it

  35. HCMF_BEASTjr
    6 שעות לפני

    This man has helped me grow up since I was 8 I love you and your family

  36. Christie Willey
    Christie Willey
    6 שעות לפני

    Sending my love to you and your family.

  37. Oliver Wachs
    Oliver Wachs
    6 שעות לפני

    Moving out is very hard

  38. SmallFri
    6 שעות לפני

    Holy shit I haven’t seen this dude in forever

  39. Nikki Koutz
    Nikki Koutz
    6 שעות לפני


  40. Fred Davis
    Fred Davis
    6 שעות לפני

    Do you want to sell you channels?

  41. Dave D
    Dave D
    6 שעות לפני

    3.6 million + views so far, 191k+ Likes...not bad for a channel only uploading 5x videos this year. Looking forward to the next video, until then Stay happy n Healthy Atwood Family.

  42. Alex Flores
    Alex Flores
    6 שעות לפני

    I love when Roman makes videos where he is just talking to us!

    6 שעות לפני

    Smile More everyone

    6 שעות לפני

    Men I like how where all talking about the good old days when Roman Atwood used to post daily 😔.

  45. Explore With Rick
    Explore With Rick
    6 שעות לפני

    Get your testosterone checked. True story.

  46. wormgirl666
    6 שעות לפני

    ok but the “i cant beat this” makes it sound like you’re clickbaiting about cancer....?

    1. Eror404
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  47. archer
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  48. CrazyCassie
    6 שעות לפני

    For me this year has become a radical acceptance year, my go to motto this year had been 'it is what it is' It has helped me a lot.

  49. Aino
    6 שעות לפני

    Just remember that you have helped so many people to heal from things that they have. You and you’re family makes everyone always happy and I hope that you understant that! It’s something so amazing that you have done for people. Just keep up your good work, you guys are amazing!!!

  50. Sle3pe
    6 שעות לפני

    Miss you guys so much

  51. destroyer turbo
    destroyer turbo
    7 שעות לפני

    I can relate to this worrying and overthinking sooo muchhhh

  52. destroyer turbo
    destroyer turbo
    7 שעות לפני

    Godd we've grown up so much 🤯

  53. destroyer turbo
    destroyer turbo
    7 שעות לפני

    Thankyou for this ! ❤️

  54. Tom Roberts
    Tom Roberts
    7 שעות לפני

    Get to the point

  55. tom ee
    tom ee
    7 שעות לפני

    Must be easier to dissappear when your fans have made you a multi millionaire

  56. Murat Kılıç
    Murat Kılıç
    7 שעות לפני

    Do you know tum hi ho baby?

  57. ionicblood666
    7 שעות לפני

    Damn near half the video I'm like spit it out fuck!

  58. TheWordIsMarc
    7 שעות לפני

    Damn this is hard to listen to after the shit I've been through this year. But helpful as hell too. Just that acknowledgement that others go through it like that.

  59. Jacob Monish
    Jacob Monish
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  60. wayne wayo aveyard
    wayne wayo aveyard
    7 שעות לפני

    me @ 10:01 alright. so....what can't you beat?

  61. Flynn Andrew
    Flynn Andrew
    7 שעות לפני

    Something has always bothered me about Roman and his family vlogs. I personally just feel like he’s disingenuous and might have a scandal coming soon.

  62. WuTang118
    7 שעות לפני

    Can someone explain the carbon monoxide and how that happens? And how to avoid that

  63. MoneyCaptain
    7 שעות לפני

    I just want the ps5 mann

  64. MoneyCaptain
    7 שעות לפני

    Only people who remember Zeus can like

  65. Lucia Rosi
    Lucia Rosi
    7 שעות לפני

    My fellow light worker , our ego thrives on fear and keeps you panicked . So since its been thriving for 21 years, it kept growing. I have learned from life that if we keep pushing that fear and that anxiety to the side we create a loop that will test us harder and harder each time. The way I dealt with it its by actually going through it , don’t dismiss the hurt . Let yourself feel the pain with compassion. Go back to when you were 16 when that fear was activated , go through the details carefully of what happened and clarify anything if needed. Its not easy but it is worth it at the end when we have released and let go . We have a power and that power lies in our words and thoughts , words and thoughts have energy with the ability to heal, to help,to humble,to hurt,and to harm. I see you already knew that by speaking yourself down whenever fear would sneak up on you . Next time you have a fearful thought just look at shoulder and tell the ego “I got this, don’t worry you don’t need to intrude”. Im so excited to see so many people awakening , can’t stop won’t stop until every single one of you beautiful humans have awakened to your true selfs . I love you all , much love and light to everyone 🥰

  66. healdogtoe2c
    7 שעות לפני

    Cheesy is good. Good joy to you.

  67. Krei Wyndham
    Krei Wyndham
    7 שעות לפני

    Hypochondria is an anxiety that’s talked about as much, i got it at 19. This makes me feel better someone with a platform has it. Makes me feel less alone about it

  68. Dan Dan
    Dan Dan
    7 שעות לפני

    This is the first time I have met you via social media, I do not know you, nor subscribed before, but this year is a reset, something that has not been seen since 1918 - 1920, where millions died, far more than any war....The short answer is , every day is a gift, treat it as such. Laugh alot , cry alot, ponder all that that is good and bad in life, and live it with your all.

  69. Soni Singh
    Soni Singh
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  70. Alana Dauber
    Alana Dauber
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    7 שעות לפני

    i’ve never felt so relieved to hear that someone else goes through the same feeling, i’ve been struggling with this forever now.. and i’m only 17

  72. Luke swanner
    Luke swanner
    7 שעות לפני

    I know how you feel Roma

  73. Koefi Brown
    Koefi Brown
    7 שעות לפני

    what is up with those thumbs bruh

    7 שעות לפני

    It’s been a while but we are still here. We ain’t leaving ya no matter what is happening you can count of us. (P.S we did watch till the end of the video🙂)

  75. whoami
    7 שעות לפני

    I feel for you man, it sounds like you have a pretty bad case of complex ptsd. It usually develops from repeated, inescapable trauma. It sounds a lot like what you went through with the carbon monoxide poisoning

  76. Alana Fernandez
    Alana Fernandez
    7 שעות לפני

    I’m so glad you made this video. I am 17 and what you explained is exactly what is happening to me right now. I try to explain how i feel to my parents but I just can’t seem to explain it. This happens to me frequently it comes in days i’ll have a few bad days in a row and then be totally fine. I feel like my heart is beating out of my chest and i feel like i’m gonna pass out. It’s really good knowing that this is a common thing and i’m not just crazy.

  77. wyw.ant_
    7 שעות לפני

    we love you to roman take your time we understand, focus on your fam🙌🏻‼️

  78. Nisa Mather
    Nisa Mather
    7 שעות לפני

    Me and My dad Love your vids and thank you keep it up and when ever you can or want to can i get a shout out in your next video pls that would mean the world and be safe and take care I love you and your family makes me and my dad smile more and where I live we have your logo where I live I taken a pic so that was really cool

  79. Geesy
    7 שעות לפני

    So this the reason he been off ILhistory ? Or

  80. Nicholas Cottage
    Nicholas Cottage
    7 שעות לפני

    The legend!!!!

  81. Abbie Baldwin
    Abbie Baldwin
    7 שעות לפני

    You’re beautiful, You’re one of a kind, Smile More :)

  82. Zack Partner
    Zack Partner
    7 שעות לפני

    Good on you for getting trending

  83. OnlyFans2Me - The OnlyFans Downloader
    OnlyFans2Me - The OnlyFans Downloader
    7 שעות לפני

    2020 was crazy. But old ILhistoryrs coming back gives a nice sense of nostalgia

  84. Ribbits
    7 שעות לפני

    Honestly, I've never wanted to see someone I looked up to seem so sad. I think everyone can understand this feeling.

  85. G
    7 שעות לפני

    I go through the same thing

  86. Tyler Fornella
    Tyler Fornella
    7 שעות לפני

    Yeah, my therapist said the same bout technology

  87. Tim Braun
    Tim Braun
    7 שעות לפני

    I feel like many many people out there nowadays have had a panic attack due to anxiety or fear or depression. And I've been having my own struggles lately with a similar thing. Just saying what's going on in your life, no matter how personal of a level you may think it is, getting that off your chest is the best thing you can do. Im proud of you roman and I wish you all the best in this crazy world nowadays. Stay positive because that is your superpower man. And i will smile more, because of you and all the things im grateful and lucky to have. Thank you

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    The man is a legend✅✅ Collins okyere China wuhan🇨🇳🇨🇳🇨🇳

  89. Rose JD
    Rose JD
    7 שעות לפני

    Love you Roman

  90. Koen Ryset
    Koen Ryset
    7 שעות לפני

    I left a like to help out

  91. misolou fout
    misolou fout
    7 שעות לפני

    Its crazy reading these comments, seeing how much we’ve all grown up, realizing how things have changed. I love you all. Stay strong Roman.

  92. Nathan Gings
    Nathan Gings
    7 שעות לפני

    The legend Smile more

  93. Kelly stanford
    Kelly stanford
    7 שעות לפני

    You have been my favourite ILhistoryr since you’re pranking days, and you just explained the last year in my head. I’m 19. Idk why but it kinda just blew my mind, the way you want talked about everything in this video is the reason why you are and will always be my all time favourite ILhistoryr

  94. Emmanuel Licup
    Emmanuel Licup
    7 שעות לפני

    We are all missing the challenges video and a lot of crazy things from the recents year of this channel... Well guys always smile... Pray and grow... God bless

    1. misolou fout
      misolou fout
      7 שעות לפני

      I pray that you get more peace in your head very soon. Thank you again!! 💜💜💜💜💜🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

  95. Critical Gaming
    Critical Gaming
    7 שעות לפני

    Thank you Roman i’ve had anxiety since I was 12 and it’s just gotten worse maybe you’re right maybe it’s our phones maybe it’s the Internet would you take a breath go outside and enjoy life thank you 🙏

  96. Baby Blue
    Baby Blue
    8 שעות לפני

    I am wondering if Brit had the baby already,or it's coming in a few days...miss them all so much,I knew there may be a time when they get tired of filming all day,but like going off like this is sad...and when he said that there is something,but he can't tell...he said they are all healthy,no lawsuit...what is the thing??? Did they film a reality show???🤔🤔🤔

  97. mandy johnson
    mandy johnson
    8 שעות לפני

    Hi Atwood’s my name is mandy im from Australia. I just want to let you know I love you and we are in this together ok xx

  98. Amanda Nichole
    Amanda Nichole
    8 שעות לפני

    "I could sit and talk for hours, hours, but I'm gonna cut it because there's probably very few of you guys watching at this part of the video". I watch. I look to you guys for positivity and have prayed for you all often. Always a gift when you check in.

  99. Keyvonta Williams
    Keyvonta Williams
    8 שעות לפני

    I'm back

  100. Jaylee Farley
    Jaylee Farley
    8 שעות לפני

    Today was canceled because of my family some other relative got in contact with covid 🥺😥😣