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  1. Harry Turner
    Harry Turner
    5 שעות לפני

    head up buddy. stay safe mate

  2. Dan Myers
    Dan Myers
    5 שעות לפני

    Health illness anxiety is real man. One of the real markers is childhood/past illness. I had heart surgery at 7months and sometimes I just live in fear of dropping dead of some random heart issue. Constantly go to doctors, nothings wrong, maybe they missed something. It’s a spiral. I once got so whacked out I punched through my door and broke my hand. You make some damn good points.

  3. John 2232
    John 2232
    5 שעות לפני

    Dear Roman and Fam please know that Fear is the mind killer You have always been straight up and willing to tell us what happened or what went on we will always be here for you and i know that your in a crappy situation that can effect your making a living we might not understand everything legal but we understand family your parts of ours and we are a part of yours much love to all John from Pittsburgh

  4. Calxfornia
    5 שעות לפני

    Watching this video just reminds me how long I've been watching roman. I started around 7th grade and currently a first year in college😭

  5. Joey Khan
    Joey Khan
    5 שעות לפני

    we still love you and we can't wait to just see you on here again regularly

  6. Puma_Lux
    5 שעות לפני

    The only ILhistoryr I have bought merch from and still have that merch to this date, honestly him and his family and his videos have inspired me in a lot of ways.

  7. Wesson’s Vlogs
    Wesson’s Vlogs
    5 שעות לפני

    I missed you so much

  8. Baddest Bees
    Baddest Bees
    5 שעות לפני

    No Ads My Man👍

  9. Aiden Brooks
    Aiden Brooks
    5 שעות לפני

    Real question is there a Christmas vlog???

  10. Nate naterson
    Nate naterson
    5 שעות לפני

    We miss you bub an the fam, Happy Thanksgiving!!

  11. Ali Kha
    Ali Kha
    5 שעות לפני

    I still don't understand what's the purpose of disliking a video where simply a human being is venting to his followers, telling them about his pain and feelings and sharing his moments with them whether they were terrible or beautiful. Just get a life kids.

  12. jie li
    jie li
    5 שעות לפני

    America Financial idling financial crisis it's textbook! 2000 financial crisis 2008 financial crisis 2020 financial crisis! all the time America government just delay financial crisis not solve problem! the question is what time we have to delay financial crisis explosion? debt limits next year coming!

  13. Harry Reeder
    Harry Reeder
    5 שעות לפני

    That intro brought back so many memories

  14. Aiz
    5 שעות לפני

    Me and my brother used to watch you all the time, together. Man, I miss those days.

  15. Crystal Johannsen
    Crystal Johannsen
    5 שעות לפני

    Miss you all so much. Happy Holidays to your family.

  16. MsSomeKT
    5 שעות לפני

    You ARE light. I have been some type of spiritual journey and you speak to me on so many levels...the more we come together the easier this pandemic and everything else will be. EVERYONE is facing battles we know nothing about. Being kind and spreading our love and light is all we can do. Keep going. More of this. We need your infinite experiences, words and wisdom. Much love to the Atwood's from Minnesota. 🥰 Happy Thanksgiving. ❤🦃

  17. Charlie Daniels
    Charlie Daniels
    5 שעות לפני

    I remember watching this guy never and now I'm watching, crazy shit .

  18. Modern Warfare
    Modern Warfare
    5 שעות לפני

    Panic attacks and anxiety is the worst ever. I definitely understand were you are coming from . I'm 37 and still have that feeling x

  19. vDraco FC
    vDraco FC
    5 שעות לפני

    ”BE HONEST WHO’S BEEN A FAN FOR A LONG TIME?” “¡ᴍ ɢɪ🄵T̶ɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏöꪀᴇ ᴡʜᴏ ꒒ɪᴋᴇꇙ ᴀɴᴅ sᴜʙ𝑺 ᴛᴏ ᴍᴇ” 🎀

  20. Rene Ros
    Rene Ros
    5 שעות לפני

    Love you guys everything will be fine

  21. helpme 237
    helpme 237
    5 שעות לפני

    Still my favorite ILhistoryr and will always be no matter

  22. Jenifer Peiris
    Jenifer Peiris
    5 שעות לפני

    Hearing you talk reminds me of when I was scared and just wanted to watch your videos because they made me feel better

  23. Jessica McCoy
    Jessica McCoy
    5 שעות לפני

    What strong with ur thumbs..

  24. Aiden Brooks
    Aiden Brooks
    5 שעות לפני

    Wow it actually hurt when you heard the hurt in his voice

  25. Elitecvj
    5 שעות לפני

    I got the roman Atwood gfuel yessir

  26. freestyle
    5 שעות לפני

    please be back roman

  27. jrow96
    5 שעות לפני

    I’m here at 10:22 roman

  28. Lorin WIlliams
    Lorin WIlliams
    5 שעות לפני

    You are amazing Roman and your family is! My son and I love you, I hope we see more of you soon. It has been a rough year for your family, at least going by the rumors I heard, but remember to smile more!!!

  29. Flow Optic
    Flow Optic
    5 שעות לפני


  30. Gabriel Rider
    Gabriel Rider
    5 שעות לפני

    Hey Roman I see you since I don't remember, my anxiety start (panic attacks) like 5 days ago and still going if you understand, the sensacion of some thing is bad in the body, like pain etc, I start to know this I know what you ate talking about, men I as felling like I'm gonna pass out, but is not real you know... Mine start now, glade that you are my side since 4 ever... I love you men from Portugal

  31. Jason Shapiro
    Jason Shapiro
    5 שעות לפני

    Panic attacks stole 6 years of my life. CBD oil changed EVERYTHING. Don’t give up. It WILL get better. It’s ultimately up to you to keep searching for your own remedy 👍

  32. Marcello Pegram
    Marcello Pegram
    5 שעות לפני

    Thank you for saying that it mite change how I go out side now thank so much

  33. Blake Passino
    Blake Passino
    5 שעות לפני

    I had the same thing as you, I thought I was dying all the time. I thought I was the only one that struggled with it. I'm glad to hear I'm not alone.

  34. Jason Shapiro
    Jason Shapiro
    5 שעות לפני

    Does anyone have any clue what’s the issue for him moving forward? I feel like all these videos are just trolling/teasing his viewers. 🤷‍♂️

  35. Kyle Brubaker
    Kyle Brubaker
    5 שעות לפני

    We love you Roman- Anxiety is very traumatic, I don't mind physical pain and still function when sick, but anxiety can tear me down. For you- stemming from such a traumatic event must me hard and lingering. Just know, even tough very cliche, many go through this clinically, and that you only get better at coping. Fight hard Roman, I am here as you were during some of my moments. :)

  36. Joseph 002
    Joseph 002
    5 שעות לפני

    We know life is evolving and is changing when he isnt uploading consistently

  37. Dre Pearson
    Dre Pearson
    5 שעות לפני

    still the best intro on youtube

  38. it's roberto
    it's roberto
    5 שעות לפני

    If people dislike his videos there obviously idiots he's not here for money and he has no adds that's the only way you are able to make money on youtube and he's trying to tell us how we should be and to be more nice when you have a chance to be social.

  39. Hadi Imran
    Hadi Imran
    5 שעות לפני

    What happens in ur personal life matters more I’ve been watching u since I was 8 u made me the person I am today so thanks

  40. Ivan Duran
    Ivan Duran
    5 שעות לפני

    Who remembers when they had fun with the shaytardw

  41. Glory o
    Glory o
    5 שעות לפני

    I love this man

  42. J Berry
    J Berry
    5 שעות לפני

    Do pranks again u were a legend

  43. Dinah Fisher
    Dinah Fisher
    5 שעות לפני

    I was looking at you first until you mentioned the fish tank lol

  44. Nick Hamm
    Nick Hamm
    5 שעות לפני

    Omg hi

  45. Dax Perrier
    Dax Perrier
    5 שעות לפני

    Roman. If you want to change your life forever go check out Garrett J. White and do his 30 day wake up warrior challenge. You’re welcome.

  46. Sharon Gerry
    Sharon Gerry
    5 שעות לפני

    Waiting for you to come back. Yes anxiety and depression is a battle. daily refocus.

  47. Amy Coloma
    Amy Coloma
    5 שעות לפני

    This year I’m struggling hardly and thanks for explaning it

  48. Kim Kille
    Kim Kille
    5 שעות לפני

    So for me to understand it’s all on hold right ?? And you will one day come back a little more then 5 videos a year ???you made me the person I am now u made me smile so much more then you think Edit: I do stress and have anxiety sometimes it bad I will get so excited and think of things that could go wrong do I need to talk to somebody do I need to ... just little things like that and get so sick 🤮 that I couldn’t go anymore or if people in my class that have 🔪 and pretend to slash people next to me or try to burn the class or laugh at me and I will think so much before getting up it could be that am shy but I don’t like it when people look at me ... it’s weird and hard to explain

  49. Raphael Holthaus
    Raphael Holthaus
    5 שעות לפני

    It’s called paranoia

    1. Raphael Holthaus
      Raphael Holthaus
      5 שעות לפני


  50. Ms18killergirl
    5 שעות לפני

    Time has passed too quick 🥺❤️

  51. iMidnightzz
    5 שעות לפני

    We love you bro❤️

  52. jacerr.
    5 שעות לפני

    Hey man I know where going threw times but ILhistory Comes First Not ILhistory Ok....

  53. Reece Burke
    Reece Burke
    5 שעות לפני

    King always 👑👑

  54. Kina Bina
    Kina Bina
    5 שעות לפני

    I think that Roman Atwood should consider motivational speaking, he has such wisdom.

  55. Sam Wilson
    Sam Wilson
    5 שעות לפני

    Please make a longer one it would help even more 😅

  56. LxCa9138
    5 שעות לפני

    He sounds so nervous

  57. zander88990
    5 שעות לפני

    Great to see you again Roman, Hope everything works out too Take care of yourselves before You Tube. Keep Strong.

  58. biscuit the gamer girl
    biscuit the gamer girl
    5 שעות לפני

    i love you

  59. Ken Criddle
    Ken Criddle
    5 שעות לפני

    My dogs die

  60. JMatt_ Studios
    JMatt_ Studios
    5 שעות לפני

    Happy thanksgiving Atwood family!!

  61. Kate x
    Kate x
    5 שעות לפני

    I don’t want to hate but what can be so big you can say a single thing about it, or even be on ILhistory ...?

  62. DMT_Playmaker
    5 שעות לפני

    I been watching you for years

  63. Choobaka Savage
    Choobaka Savage
    5 שעות לפני

    Smile more

  64. Jason Anderson
    Jason Anderson
    5 שעות לפני

    LOVE YOU MAN. Have had panic attacks my entire life since I was 6. When they hit me, I say to myself - "I am in control. I am ok. There is no danger". God bless you man.

  65. Richard Kinge
    Richard Kinge
    5 שעות לפני

    Miss ur family dude ur a legend

  66. Sam Hoffer
    Sam Hoffer
    5 שעות לפני

    Hey man just wanna remind you that we love you to death brother and keep fight I struggle with my own mental problems, and so many of us do.

  67. Coolkid1763 1763
    Coolkid1763 1763
    5 שעות לפני

    We love you

  68. Bob Smith
    Bob Smith
    5 שעות לפני

    You're so irrelevant

  69. Happiness Bunny
    Happiness Bunny
    5 שעות לפני

    The rich youtuber in his mansion is faking anxiety to be relatable to viewers?

    1. BEV!N
      5 שעות לפני

      I don't think that is the case, if you look at those ILhistoryrs and you look at him they often time talk about it alot. They will milk and milk and milk it for views, now Roman doesn't make every video of him crying and complaining about his life. This video is to show other people they are not alone and he knows how they feel. He built his brand on the fact of being happy more, not being sad. Also if you have a mansion and money, that doesn't make you happy all the time. They are just as troubled as anyone else, they still have the same emotional and mental issues. They are still human, still have hearts and can hurt just as much as me and you can.

  70. God
    6 שעות לפני


  71. 2020 Make it Stop
    2020 Make it Stop
    6 שעות לפני

    Me and my twin brother, we were about 12 or 13, were living in a new place my mom and stepdad had rented. It was great because we had a basement where we hung and had our pool table, tv, etc. Over the course of the first year, unbeknownst to us, everyone was getting sick. My mom had these rashes on the back of her neck, i was dealing with migraines from before our move but intensifying. One day, our gas furnace gave out and the utility company shows up. He told us that carbon monoxide levels were off the charts and until it got fixed, we couldn't stay there. The landlord was a good guy and it wasn't anything long to repair. But the scary part is what our parents didn't tell us. Because my mom knowing the worrying kid I was.....the guy had told her he was surprised we weren't killed in our sleep. And had the furnace not broke, it would've kept leaking and it was so bad within a week tops, we'd all went to sleep and never woke up.

    1. 2020 Make it Stop
      2020 Make it Stop
      5 שעות לפני

      Just to add, about five years later, I had my first panic attack right after high school. Graduated high school with a senior suplerative of "Most Outgoing". I luckily made it through college but sometimes I would think if people could see me, going from most outgoing to most likely to never leave my bed or bedroom. I literally had to start avoiding situations I knew would set me off. Walked out of classes more than once thinking my heart would explode before I hit the door. So if you struggle with anxiety, know there's hope. I've been 5+ yrs panic attack free. I had to do it on my own, a lot of soul searching, a lot of wanting to give up. Always remember you're not alone!

  72. ryan taylor
    ryan taylor
    6 שעות לפני

    Dude My story would be 2 hours long

  73. Christina Gonzales
    Christina Gonzales
    6 שעות לפני

    You are one of the most Genuine person on ILhistory! I have been watching you since your very 1st video on ILhistory and you dont act better than anyone else and you always remember where you came from and the amount of respect you have for everyone is beyond words. I will always stand by you and your family.

  74. Landon Nungester 2026
    Landon Nungester 2026
    6 שעות לפני

    we miss you dude love u man i still watch your old vlogs

  75. ssteven azp
    ssteven azp
    6 שעות לפני

    the god is back

  76. SuhDru
    6 שעות לפני

    this was the video i needed Roman, I been really struggling with anxiety about my health lately, random pains would scare me like theres something wrong with me. Thank you for this video.

  77. BUGS 1068
    BUGS 1068
    6 שעות לפני

    Happy Thanksgiving 🦃💜✝️💜 I will hang on for you and your beautiful family!! I ALWAYS watch until the very end. GOD BLESS!!

  78. Sins
    6 שעות לפני

    ily Roman

  79. _____Zach _____
    _____Zach _____
    6 שעות לפני

    This man hasn’t posted in 6 months and comes on and post a video of him talking about carbon dioxide poisoning 😭

  80. LeBron James
    LeBron James
    6 שעות לפני

    Damn after 5 years I came across this guy again, been such a long time 😢 I miss u Roman & ur family

  81. Boris Bogaers
    Boris Bogaers
    6 שעות לפני

    I miss 2016 when you posted every day :(

  82. Dave Segers
    Dave Segers
    6 שעות לפני

    If its 5 vids in 2020 or just one, it doesnt matter, i keep being subbed for one reason! You just said in your vid that on the news there is only negative stuff. Well this is why im such a big loyal fan of you and your family, you bring joy and love to this world, its amazing how you lift ppl up. For me your were and are still my positive news channel.

  83. KRICgLine Prod.
    KRICgLine Prod.
    6 שעות לפני

    I crashed my bike and had anxiety but i get over it by just not giving a shit for if i live or if i die

  84. Ernest Chan
    Ernest Chan
    6 שעות לפני

    We miss you man!

  85. B W
    B W
    6 שעות לפני


  86. kolby Lopez
    kolby Lopez
    6 שעות לפני

    Your a king man stay strong

  87. hector martinez
    hector martinez
    6 שעות לפני


  88. TCPixel
    6 שעות לפני

    I see mocha clown fish(or maroon?), a pajama spotted cardinal fish and... is that a six line wrasse? Love the tank! Got some beautiful corals too some of those like sps are really hard to keep. Used to work as a salt water specialist, gives you a natural love for the ocean 🌊

  89. Joe Bennett
    Joe Bennett
    6 שעות לפני

    i'm 52, it's real, and you made me feel better

  90. omar khodr
    omar khodr
    6 שעות לפני

    Roman you have enriched our minds and souls with the meaning of love which is why we understand and why you have our support that goes without saying. Do what you gotta do for you and your family. It’s our turn to tell you: you’re beautiful and you’re one of a kind; smile more :) ❤️

  91. Fenland Nerfworks
    Fenland Nerfworks
    6 שעות לפני

    Anyone else twig that the fishtank is green-screened behind him.....

  92. Dino Petonio
    Dino Petonio
    6 שעות לפני

    We beleive that you won't leave us hangin

  93. Kaleb Zeunik
    Kaleb Zeunik
    6 שעות לפני

    We are here for you and your family. We all love you❤️

  94. Daniel Whitlatch
    Daniel Whitlatch
    6 שעות לפני

    We love you and your family we will always be here.we will wait until you come back.we will support you guys to the end. Remember what you tell us this is to you YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL YOU ARE ONE OF A KIND SMILE MORE.😁

  95. Pursuing MyDreams
    Pursuing MyDreams
    6 שעות לפני

    “Worrying won’t change the out come,” - Roman Atwood ❤️ “Die if you worry, Die if you don’t,” - My Granda ❤️ Hope everything’s okay, Roman, thank you for sharing your story and everything you’ve helped me with I hope your family and smile more are okay

  96. Weston.Freedom Kong
    Weston.Freedom Kong
    6 שעות לפני

    U r back, Roman Waiting for your video so so much

  97. Khemitha Moonesinghe
    Khemitha Moonesinghe
    6 שעות לפני

    Just remember Roman when you pick up that camera you are picking up millions of people and helping them get through there rough patches. Love you Atwood’s

  98. Finn Byron
    Finn Byron
    6 שעות לפני

    What's happened ? Does anybody know ?

  99. Sam Hoffer
    Sam Hoffer
    6 שעות לפני

    I’m freaking out and I haven’t watch it yet!!!!

    6 שעות לפני

    Pray and God will deliver 🙏